Friday, November 13, 2009

apa sudah terjadi dengan keinginan?



i still..... i still romie as before. here's feeling to loves Girl..
i still loves my 1st love therefore too many years left.. i still waiting for his bright loves

but...

not today and after.. i can't do this.. his loves is unvalueable. and i'm nothing for.......
parhaps it is my past times and i shouldn't make its as hope..

she promise a Great Hope.. after i knowing Gods batter and it will be..??. but i'm really confused with my ownself.. is that.. she is the reason i'm going find God Face.. she is the reason i'm going loves God first??

what this all about??
but i know today.. i never take this advantages to loves God.. i know what God wish to me.. and i belong to Jesus.. she is not the reason.. i loves God and God loves me more then i know..

i wish she know about this... i wish she is mine and more than friend. but.. im too shy to say this..
so.. i stop.. and i will never show what i felt to him anymore.
come romie... come to papa... He is Jesus.. the real love. 1st more than 1st love..

just serve God.. do what Mat 28 ; 18-20 order and serve God with faith and loves.. study and get a Job.. 2010 romie is Real stuf in Hosp.... im waiting that time..

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